A short story.



What happened to the world I live in?

I arrived at the spot where we first had our moment, the forest, near the hill where he held my hand for the first time, a smile on my face. I was so excited to see him, it had been a while that we had talked and I missed him dearly.

"Silver!" I called out as I got there and hugged him, he hugged me back and pulled away, my smile faded upon seeing the look on his face.

"I'm sorry.. I did it again.. Please forgive me." His head hung low as I stared in disbelief. I couldn't breathe, and my voice was caught in my throat.

"W-What?" I managed to sputter out, as he looked at him, his eyes full of regret. He looked up at me to hand me a note.

"Read it.." He whispered, as I backed up and shook my head slowly.

"No.. I can't." My hands began to shake and my legs became weak yet he insisted. I fell backwards as tears threatened to spill. This couldn't be happening.

"Masami please!" He pleaded once more, I knew what that note contained, and I was scared, scared to know, scared to read.

I guess it's too much to understand.

He gave it to me and pleaded multiple times for me to open it and read. I couldn't I just stared at the note, I didn't understand. I had been good right? Showed my love, well tried to the most I could yet this is what I got? What the fuck did life want from me? He stared and I opened the note slowly with trembling hands, my bottom lip began to quiver as I bit down on it stop it.

The note lay in my hands as I read it over, he kept his eyes on me, watching me carefully. My heart sank deeper and deeper as I read. I wanted to crumble it up and just pretend he hadn't said anything, but he had and now that hole that was slowly healing began to burn twice as bad. I could feel sobs wanting to break free.

What have I done to deserve so much misery?

Why? I asked myself in my head, as I closed my eyes tightly, I wanted to disappear, I wanted to be held and told that everything was just a sick joke, I wanted to die. I wanted so much in that moment, I could feel my heart slowly beating and becoming more faint. What did I do? Was loving too much a bad thing? The worst part of it all was that a part of me knew what was going between the two, I knew something was up, something weird, yet I chose to ignore it.

Dont ask me if I've lost it..

I got up and ran away from him, away from everything, as I stumbled upon a branch I fell straight on my face. I held my head in my hands and laid there in the grass, sobbing there into my hands, in the silence, I screamed into the open and curled into a ball as if that would ease the pain, make it go away even. My eyes